Well Miss N delivered a very healthy baby boy yesterday. She and the baby are doing very well. The paternity tests show that the baby is her husbands and they will be parenting him. So no baby for me right now but I'm really okay. I'm not just a little okay, I'm not just saying I'm okay. I really am okay! I knew going into this situation that there were many unknowns and a big risk and that helped. I really feel like this has been a great experience. Meeting her was wonderful and a fun time. And meeting the folks at a new agency is a good thing. Now that they know me I know they will keep me in mind for other situations so that is always good!
So no crying this time! That's a good thing. It could always be worse. And now I'm back to waiting which I'm getting good at. I'm learning all the time and I really feel like I'm growing through this process. All of this is going to make me a really super mom one day! I know God has some great plan and I'm just so excited to see it unfold one day soon.
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Brave soul you!!! 3rd time better be a charm :-) I'm glad to see you are doing well with this one. Sounds like the baby will be in good hands and God still has your child out there. Who knows maybe we'll still be flying together over seas.
Much Love,
Bethany
I was just thinking before I read that second paragraph that God has a plan for you - your path is not in vain. I can just feel it (even though I don't even know you!). I'm tearing up at the possibilities, but not because I'm sad - because I'm hopeful and I know you are. I've said it before - you are inspiring!
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